Recently, I've discovered a part of myself, which might as well be as old as I am, but I just now am really getting to it. I'm gradually losing that "dark and intimidating" phase, and more into a friendly and furry phase, which I am positive will last much longer than any phase, might as well not even call it a phase, because it really feels like apart of me now. By far, which most people that have talked to me for even a single minute here on DeviantArt, or even other sites, you'll probably know that I am proud to be a furry, a gay furry at that.
I already posted previously about me being gay, so that's all taken care of, everyone knows that now, but this is the part where I get deep into being a furry. I use to wish to have a fursuit that was realistic and dark, the kind that looks significantly less friendly, the kind that would punch you in the face if you said cats were better than dogs, but I've evolved from that in a way, I have a true fursona for myself now, which is now more kind looking, perhaps even slightly cartoonish, but not fully cartoon-like, but basically I'm more of a guy that would pose for random family members on the street, give a child, or even adult, an accepting hug, with a big smile. I've change a lot since I first joined DA, and I mean A LOT, and this change, it's been coming on very slowly since then, but now I feel opened up, and I just feel like a different person now, as I also have a new fursona. Soon enough, probably within the next day, I will post a very descriptive literature piece, describing my fursona in every way possible.
Of course, I really want to get a fursuit commissioned of my fursona, so very badly, but I estimate it might take anywhere from 3 to 7 years to get a full fursuit. Waiting is torture, I would know, but it will be more than worth it.
Basically in this Journal, I wanted to say that to all of the people who have stuck around with me for so long, and all you newcomers, that I have been molded into a new man, well in all honesty, into a new furry, and I want to let everyone know how freaking much I appreciate everyone's support, which has helped mold me into who I am now, and there are a choice few that helped mold me more than others but I won't say their names quite yet, thank you, everyone, for everything.
You may not realize it, but each and every one of you people, and even people who will never read this Journal, have helped me and made me into a happier being.
I'm also sorry to say, I'm scrapping the story of Blood and Hatred, as I have the name Drako Wulf now reserved for my delightful fursona.
Thank you, everyone. And until next time, this is DrakoWolfborn, peace!